(via hipsterloveforeverr)
d.i.s.a.p.p.o.i.n.t.e.d.
i love that when you think you have something with someone, it just all disappears in front of you. it’s like nothing even mattered. i hate being depressed right now and not being able to have emotions. i only zone out and think of nothing. absolutely nothing. being in your arms felt so right but now that I’ve realized things.. it wasn’t so right after all. sometimes i hate being me.. i wish i was different and could actually be normal and feel something with someone else. a connection i had before. everything is just going downhill from here. i give up:’(
